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Chennie,I'm late. Friday, February 14, 2014 | 0 comment[s] "Yeobo~"your husband called you with his sweet voice.
"Whyyy?"you asked while you prepared for the high school reunion and of course you're excites since the last you see them 7 years before. "Yeobo~help meee!"He try with his aegyo voice. "Okay,okay,I'm coming!"you said and tied your hair in ponytail. You walked out to find chen in living room but even not his shadow. "Princesss,your prince is hereee."He said and waves at you frow the garage while holding hoses. You could guess his doing his sunday ritual, washing his so called fabulous car. "Stop calling me princess,already.I felt like a kid."you complained before looking at the garage. You walked nearer to the car when you can't saw he not there . A few second later suprised at the coldness when you felt cold water splashed to your back. You turn your back saw chen holding hoses with foolish grin. "Chennie,my clothes are wet!"you said in angry tone plus with both hand side of your waist. As expected,he didn't budge about you anger and even stick his tounge. "Waaaait there chen,I'm going to get you."You said and took the pile to bring near him and splashed some. "Heyy,you wasting the soap."he said and try to pretend mad at you. You just mimicked him with a seal voice."Heyy,you wasting the water." Chen want to sprayed you more water but then no water coming out even the pile . He didn't realise you step the hose so to trick him you lift you foot when he directly face the hose to his face. The water sprayed to him in high speed and him more wet. Chen quickly notice the crime you did and chase you with pile with soap. "Thats not fair."you said but as usual he never budge when he determined. You quickly crunched down and close your face with your palm. He mercilessly spill the all soapy water to you and even spill the water from the pipe. When he realize that you not responding to his tease he quickly stop. He quickly turned off the pipe which luckily just next to him and crouched to you. He lift your chin gently and softened when he saw your eyes filled with tears. Maybe,he was too much by spill all soap and water to him,he thought. "Yeobooo~ don't cry.I'm sorry ,okay? I don't even meant to hurt you.I'm just to excited."He said and kissed you in forehead. "How could I go that reunion in this state?Even If I change,I still will be late.I'm dying to see them."you pouted. He suddenly peck your lip. "I-I-its not time to jokes.I'm serious."you managed to said that even your tummy felt like butterfly out from his cage. "I'm serious too.Your lips is tempting especially when you pouted."He said and peck you again. "Chennie~" "Okay,okayy,I will ask kyungsoo to get your friend number and we'll invite them for dinner next week.Are you're fine with that?"he ask and caress your cheek. You nodded but then turned to squels when your husband lift you up in bridal style. "What are you doing?" "Clean ourselves in the bathroom...together."He said and winked at you. You quickly slapped his chest and blushed in his arm. "Byuntae Chen!"you muttered loudly. Hate You,Hubby-3 Thursday, January 30, 2014 | 0 comment[s] After 3 years, Kyungsoo keep bowing to guest in black suit with soulless face. Kyungsoo tried to be strong in front the guest.  Everyone had left the death ceremony of his...wife. Kyungsoo sit in the black suit and cry.  His daughter already sleep in tears.  Even she's just 18 month old , she is seems know to know her mom gone...forever. Kyungsoo look at the picture of her wife. *How could you hide your own pain from me? Its must been hard for you.Im sorry for being a useless husband.*Kyungsoo thought with tear flowing non-stop on his cheeks. Without kyungsoo realize you watch them from a far. *Why Eonnie? Why you have to leave them and...me?*you hold your chest because unbearable pain.  *How can we moved on after you left?*you thought again and let out a silent sob. Your mom comes and you hide behind the pillar.You're not ready to meet them yet. "Kyungsoo-a,lets eat dinner.You've been strive from morning you should eat." "Later,Eomonim." kyungsoo shook his head.  Your mother sigh and leave the room. You remember the last moment you be with her. You regrets to fight with her last month. Flashback. You actually had finished study in UK and started working.However, you lie to your family because that's the only way for your sister let you to stay . but one day,you getting caught in UK front the office. Your sister come alone with her daughter at that time but without kyungsoo. You tell the truth and luckily she understand. You want to have a great bonding time with her and her daughter at that time. Unluckily,the fantasy shattered. She suddenly asked, "Do you avoid us?"she ask. "No,I'm not."you said calmly. She keep bothered you with question of why and makes silly assumption.Out of blue,she give a question that caught you in act like a deer in spotlight . "Maybe do you love kyungsoo ?"she asked . "WHEN I SAID NO MEANS NO!"you mad in anger. Your sister shocked and quickly a frown of sadness and shock appear on her face Never in your mind, thought, that act it will makes your sister presence disappear in the next morning. Flashback end You sobs thinking the last chance to say sorry. *Mianhae,Eonnie.I don't mean too.*you thought and cried. The guilt makes the pain hit you hard. _-_-_ Since that funeral day, You locked yourself in hotel crying. In the morning, you will visited her at the lake where the ashes is spread in.  .You also bring the lily flower with you everyday. Kyungsoo also come there everyday but in evening.He never saw you but he do realize the lily flower.He feels weird because the lily craze is the thing that only he knows. One day,he decided to be on the place early and saw a woman standing there with a same lily. You doesn't say a thing but just look far away with back facing kyungsoo. You standing up and want to leave but then you shocked seeing kyungsoo standing there. "You're back, i guess.However, its too late she's gone."Kyungsoo said. You ignore him and prepared to leave but kyungsoo hold your wrist. "Let's go home just like your sister want."Kyungsoo said. "But its not the thing you want,right?"you asked without looking at him. Kyungsoo sigh and turn your back facing him.  "Past is the past, for your sister's sake we should'nt be like this."kyungsoo defend himself. "There too many memory of her in that house.I can't go.!"  "Don't worry,I'll meet my parent later."you said. Kyungsoo loose his grip and you took this opportunity to leave. Kyungsoo look at the lake and sigh. "She look horrible."kyungsoo mumbles. -_-_-_-_- You look blankly at the letter. "That is the letter that she left for you guys..." Meanwhile , kyungsoo opened the letter from your sister but to him 'To : My Jagi Jagiya, annyeong! You must be sad after I gone, right. I'm sorry about hiding the disease from you, You're too busy with work and I've no chance too telling you at all. Its not your fault don't worry, I know right now you must be think that you are useless husband. When things not right, you are always blaming yourself. Remember, this is happening not because of you, okay?Noted that please. Even I doesn't know my fate turning like this I really hope that your fate will be better. Jagiya, thank you for all the things you had done for me, Thanks for loving me, I'm so glad I married with you not someone else. If not, I maybe even can't stand a chance having you as my husband with Sarang. Jagiya, live happily with Do Sarang. Take care of her well. I know you will do all right, you just need help. When I'm not there, Sarang might lonely since I'm always with her. Kyungsoo, I hope you will spend more time with sarang as i did before. One more thing,unmm... This is maybe nonsense.. but you have too do it because its my last wish. I want you to marry my sister.. Chae Won. Kyungsoo's eyes widened in shock but still continue reading it. I know I know ,its immposible . However,I still hope you can marry her... Please,its my last wish. I want her to replace myself in the our frame. I want her to be Sarang Eomma. Do it for me and our daughter... She's the best candidate to replace me. Although, she's lack of ability.I want you to teach and guide her way. Im sorry doing this without you. But believes me that Im right about this decision. -by Jae Won Kyungsoo clench his fist into a ball. His hand shaken up with tears. Meanwhile you didn't realise it since you immersed in reading letter. To my beloved donsaeng Chae Won Hey donsaeng... I know that you're in horrible state now, not believe the fact I'm not here at all. But donsaeng please be happy at least for me. You've been hurt every time since childhood non-stop by everyone around you. Im the only one who you lean your shoulder. I know its hard to live with step-father who ignore you.Every problem he will put blame on you even its clearly my faults. Then,you will always say. "I'm okay,as long you with me." But now even I'm not there, I still want you to be happy.. I'm always be the one who protect you but I didn't realized that I hurting you more. The stupid me doesn't even realize your crush to Kyungsoo. Your eyes widened in shock. Haha I know you must be surprised how I know this but I'm your sister. You can't hide anything from me. It was too late but I know that in wedding after the vow,your tears from looking at kyungsoo is... a loving gaze.I've lived with guilt eaten over me but somehow my selfishness inside me can't even sacrificed my love to you. Fates turn us like this,its karma maybe... but remember I will always with you even I'm gone, okay.I know this crazy but I arranged a marriages of you with kyungsoo.I'm begging you.If I were there, I would be kneeling on the floor pleaded for you agreed in this.Is my last wish so please ...just accept this.I want to let this guilt vanished.I know this is nonsense but I also know this is the best for you.Don't use the excuses 'I don't love him anymore' because I know you still do.You can do it replacing me in my family frame.You will be the great mom and wives.I guess this was all I could tell you. I hope I can see you in next life. Till then, I want you to be happy. From your beloved sister Moon Jae Won The lawyer front of both of you start to speak... "I think you've finished reading ,so do you agree in this arranged marriage?"he say in straight tone. At the same time,both of you shouted. "No! We're not agreeing into this." Labels: hyb Hate you,hubby-2 Monday, January 13, 2014 | 0 comment[s]
One night before,
You lighted up the matches and put over the paper. The paper burn brightly enough to let itself fall into the box which can burn the memories of kyungsoo burn with it.You smiled as you look at the photos of three of you.Your sister,kyungsoo and you smiling brightly with both of your sister's hand rest on your shoulder.You wonder if you could smiled that bright like in the picture again . Your tears flows down the cheek again. "Soo-ah,I LOVE YOU. .. Soo mu-ch..."you said and sob. You held your tear and continue. "And I , will do everything that I could to make you happy.Even if its mean to sacrificed my love." "I love you,kyungsoo .I r-really d-did.So be happy with-without me."You said even you paused a little bt with sobs .You finally left the picture in he burning box before you left. You felt a gush of cold wind which makes your cheek chilled.You eventually moves wipe your tears and raised your gaze to the sky. You walked into the party of celebrating their wedding. "Where did you go,_? She's worried about you."Kyungsoo said . It does stop you for awhile even you already ahead front him. However ,you keep walking as like you ignoring him. You walked up to the stage and take a deep breath in front the guest. *Why she is standing there? *Kyungsoo and your sister thought . You could saw the guest make their own activities makes your you like invisible in their eyes. Kyungsoo already prepared to dragged you down before you embarrassing yourself . But then a handsome guy tap his wine glass with a spoon and all divert the attention to him. He point to you who stand on the stage awkwardly. "You gonna get-it guys!" You smiled at him and continue your speech. "I have scholarship from UK.And I decide to go there...continue my studies." An awkward silences is the only response you get. "You got it girl.Congratulation!"your only best friend shouted which make r embarrassed too. "Congratulation!"you heard from a handsome guy who helped you before and he clap followed by the other audiences. "Im also here to congrats the new wed couple here.Cheers to the lovely couple."You said as you raised the glass of wine and lifted to the air . Everyone followed and collide their glass room each other group. You try the taste of wine and your quite hate bitterness but luckily it blends with good sourness and sweetness. You best friend face-palmed over her face. "Oh my God! This is sure a hectic night."she said as she know your low tolerance of alcohol. -_-_-_-_-_ You danced around like crazy luckily it was hidden in around the corner.iYour best friend let it go since she know this thing because of himYour best friend krystal head to other guy enjoying herself . You saw kyungsoo headed to bathroom and you followed him in tipsy way. Kyungsoo in shocked when you dragged him to deeper way. You started danced sexy around him and grinding body to body. Kyungsoo in daze when you do that but he manage to grab your shoulders in tipsy. "You're too drunk!"Kyungsoo said with caring eye , ALMOST makes you fall into him. It almost left you no choice to do this last resort . "Why?You must fall in love with that slutty sister ,why not me?"You said. A hard slapped your cheek. You look at the kyungsoo expected him to be quite shock but instead he giving death glares. "She is not slutty! You should not said that even you are drunk."He said You only replied with a smirked . Before he leaves you, the word from him does ache your heart . "Im quite regret knowing you.You're just two bit*h younger sister but then act like a innocent kid.I don't know you were like this ." Krystal quickly comes to you and slowly strokes your cheek. "How's my act?" "As dramatic as Korean drama." You were chuckled at her remark . "You are hurting ,right?"She asked and stare deeply at your eyes. You quickly let down your guard and cries. You have to makes kyungsoo hate you.This is the only special way for you to easier let him go. Afterwards .... You sister walked in to your room and saw you pack your clothes.You smiled at your sister lightly. "Doesn't the open day in college is two weeks away ?" "Yes,but I need to be prepared early right?"you asked and she replied with a nod. She helps you pack but the atmosphere quite tense. "Im sorry."she break the silences. "Why?" "I don't know.I'm just feel that I need to.It feels like you leave because of me."She said and stares to your eyes find the truth in your eyes but fail.You hugged the sister lightly. "Nothing to be sorry about.Im fine."you said as you wipe you tears behind her back. Its quite heart breaking that you had to lie to her even you never did like that before . Actually their flight is same as yours. You had to leave her,it quite pain to see them back after the honeymoon . You greet your sister and hugging her tight because you know this may be the last you will see her. "Be safe!"You said and cried. "Omomomo! Yah! Its not like we gone forever!"you said as your sister wipe your back. *Of course! Because its not you, its me who will be gone.*you thoughf. "I cant let my sister,go."You were honest .Youre not a hypocrites...you will cry even she married with other man.You know after this marriage,its hard to see yo sister again. You just love her so much...maybe that's why you book a flight after a few minutes after their flight.You scared you can't leave Seoul after seeing her. Your sister push kyungsoo to you signaling him to hug you before they go. But then,you instinctively hide behind ignore kyungsoo who prepared to hug you. They announced their gate are opened so you quickly pushed them to gate. They wave for the last time and you smiled half-heartless. Then your gate also announced opened so its your gate cue to leave . "Why you have to hide this from your sister?She must feel sad later."You mom said "That's why I left some letter for her.Just don't ruined their honeymoon,okay?" you replied and turned to Crystal who waiting your hug. "Turned new leave there okay? I want you bring a white man as your mates when you arrived."She said and makes you chuckled. She give the bag that she hide from your sister for you and you hug your dad. Then,you leave the family behind, "Goodbye ..."you said and smiled . Labels: hyb Hate You, Hubby - 1 Saturday, January 11, 2014 | 0 comment[s]
You sat nervously in front of your bias kyungsoo.
The fact that you're alone with him doesn't help you ease your nervous at all.
You fidgeted your fingers as you look at him just like waiting for something.
Suddenly,an cut of ice cream cake arrive with cup of coffee for kyungsoo.
"This is for you ! Have it!"Kyungsoo said while push the plates to you.
"Anyway, whats the thing you want to say?"
"Eat this first.
then we talk."
"Okay,"you replied even kyungsoo is acting weird
You look at the guy in front of you.
You can't believe that your sister be friend of this famous charming guy or called D.O from EXO in front of you.
You know your sister had meet many artist but you don't expect to see him at first. But then, you guys start hanging out always together.  *Look at his wide eyes, pointed nose, chubby cheeks.* You really like him since the debut. but he is different than any bias you love.
You can't deny to yourself that you actually loves him more than usual.
Maybe , fall in love. but all fans does say that makes your love look like a puppy love. Your sister doesn't know that , i guess.
Before he could look at you staring at him, you continue to eat.
Suddenly, you heard a clank.
You dig your cake ready to complaint about the foreign thing.
When you dug in you saw a ring ... a diamond ring.
"Will you marry me?"Your bias said with twinkling eye.
Your face turn shocked at sudden confession..
Before you could said yes, he suddenly said...
"Do you get touched...Can I do this to your sister?"He stared at you in wide eyes.
 "Does it okay?"He asked you again. You nodded slightly as you realized what his mean. "Great!"he said as rubbed shyly at his neck. 
You hold your tears that have been held in your eyes.
You slowly look downward to prevent the tears in kyungsoo sight.
However kyungsoo doesn't see that as he busy telling his plan about tomorrow.
You realize right then, the sparks that you see from both of them,
are because of love.
They are slowly distant from you because of love.
Your sister start smiling with text message because of him.
Kyungsoo start more smiling because of her too.
Your eyes doesn't lie that time,
you saw them making out in the room.
They do fall in love.
A tear finally let itself fall.
Kyungsoo too dumb to realize that.
You quickly wipe your tear.
You slowly look at the kyungsoo.
"Are you crying?"Kyungsoo said as he realize the tear.
"Yup, but its tears of happiness."you said as you smiling brightly at him.
You stand up while offer and handshakes and he received it.
"Congratulations..."you said as your tear fall.
You said and leave the cafe.
_-_-_-_-
The wedding day.
You look at him, smiling happily as nothing wrong.
 
Yeah, nothing wrong.
For him.
You look at your sister in wedding dress from afar.
Your tears slide down when you see them together.
You can't see them further
its too pain.
You rushed to the washroom quickly before any of them see you crying again.
You locked yourself in the bathroom and you let it all out.
Later,a knock could be heard in the bathroom.
"_____, i know you there. Open it, please!"your best friend voice echo in the room.
"Are you okay?"She asked.
"No,I'm not! Its not fair.I love him first.Why he have to love somebody else.?My fault just love him too much...How can I do like it nothing wrong when someone I love marry my own sister?How can face him in future importantly as brother in law.I hate my urges to stop them but then I don't want to hurt her.I don't hurt kyungsoo.I have to sacrifice my love but its too hard and painful.I will miss him.I will miss him too much."
"I'm Sorry."she said as she hugs you.
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