One night before, You lighted up the matches and put over the paper. The paper burn brightly enough to let itself fall into the box which can burn the memories of kyungsoo burn with it.You smiled as you look at the photos of three of you.Your sister,kyungsoo and you smiling brightly with both of your sister's hand rest on your shoulder.You wonder if you could smiled that bright like in the picture again . Your tears flows down the cheek again. "Soo-ah,I LOVE YOU. .. Soo mu-ch..."you said and sob. You held your tear and continue. "And I , will do everything that I could to make you happy.Even if its mean to sacrificed my love."
"I love you,kyungsoo .I r-really d-did.So be happy with-without me."You said even you paused a little bt with sobs .You finally left the picture in he burning box before you left. You felt a gush of cold wind which makes your cheek chilled.You eventually moves wipe your tears and raised your gaze to the sky. - 0:'( ----
You walked into the party of celebrating their wedding.
"Where did you go,_? She's worried about you."Kyungsoo said .
It does stop you for awhile even you already ahead front him.
However ,you keep walking as like you ignoring him.
You walked up to the stage and take a deep breath in front the guest.
*Why she is standing there? *Kyungsoo and your sister thought .
You could saw the guest make their own activities makes your you like invisible in their eyes.
Kyungsoo already prepared to dragged you down before you embarrassing yourself .
But then a handsome guy tap his wine glass with a spoon and all divert the attention to him.
He point to you who stand on the stage awkwardly.
"You gonna get-it guys!"
You smiled at him and continue your speech.
"I have scholarship from UK.And I decide to go there...continue my studies."
An awkward silences is the only response you get.
"You got it girl.Congratulation!"your only best friend shouted which make r embarrassed too.
"Congratulation!"you heard from a handsome guy who helped you before and he clap followed by the other audiences.
"Im also here to congrats the new wed couple here.Cheers to the lovely couple."You said as you raised the glass of wine and lifted to the air .
Everyone followed and collide their glass room each other group.
You try the taste of wine and your quite hate bitterness but luckily it blends with good sourness and sweetness.
You best friend face-palmed over her face.
"Oh my God! This is sure a hectic night."she said as she know your low tolerance of alcohol.
-_-_-_-_-_
You danced around like crazy luckily it was hidden in around the corner.iYour best friend let it go since she know this thing because of himYour best friend krystal head to other guy enjoying herself .
You saw kyungsoo headed to bathroom and you followed him in tipsy way.
Kyungsoo in shocked when you dragged him to deeper way.
You started danced sexy around him and grinding body to body.
Kyungsoo in daze when you do that but he manage to grab your shoulders in tipsy.
"You're too drunk!"Kyungsoo said with caring eye , ALMOST makes you fall into him.
It almost left you no choice to do this last resort .
"Why?You must fall in love with that slutty sister ,why not me?"You said.
A hard slapped your cheek.
You look at the kyungsoo expected him to be quite shock but instead he giving death glares.
"She is not slutty! You should not said that even you are drunk."He said
You only replied with a smirked .
Before he leaves you,
the word from him does ache your heart .
"Im quite regret knowing you.You're just two bit*h younger sister but then act like a innocent kid.I don't know you were like this ."
Krystal quickly comes to you and slowly strokes your cheek.
"How's my act?"
"As dramatic as Korean drama."
You were chuckled at her remark .
"You are hurting ,right?"She asked and stare deeply at your eyes.
You quickly let down your guard and cries.
You have to makes kyungsoo hate you.This is the only special way for you to easier let him go.
Afterwards ....
You sister walked in to your room and saw you pack your clothes.You smiled at your sister lightly.
"Doesn't the open day in college is two weeks away ?"
"Yes,but I need to be prepared early right?"you asked and she replied with a nod.
She helps you pack but the atmosphere quite tense.
"Im sorry."she break the silences.
"Why?"
"I don't know.I'm just feel that I need to.It feels like you leave because of me."She said and stares to your eyes find the truth in your eyes but fail.You hugged the sister lightly.
"Nothing to be sorry about.Im fine."you said as you wipe you tears behind her back.
Its quite heart breaking that you had to lie to her even you never did like that before . --
Actually their flight is same as yours.
You had to leave her,it quite pain to see them back after the honeymoon .
You greet your sister and hugging her tight because you know this may be the last you will see her.
"Be safe!"You said and cried.
"Omomomo! Yah! Its not like we gone forever!"you said as your sister wipe your back.
*Of course! Because its not you, its me who will be gone.*you thoughf.
"I cant let my sister,go."You were honest .Youre not a hypocrites...you will cry even she married with other man.You know after this marriage,its hard to see yo sister again.
You just love her so much...maybe that's why you book a flight after a few minutes after their flight.You scared you can't leave Seoul after seeing her.
Your sister push kyungsoo to you signaling him to hug you before they go.
But then,you instinctively hide behind ignore kyungsoo who prepared to hug you.
They announced their gate are opened so you quickly pushed them to gate.
They wave for the last time and you smiled half-heartless.
Then your gate also announced opened so its your gate cue to leave .
"Why you have to hide this from your sister?She must feel sad later."You mom said
"That's why I left some letter for her.Just don't ruined their honeymoon,okay?" you replied and turned to Crystal who waiting your hug.
"Turned new leave there okay? I want you bring a white man as your mates when you arrived."She said and makes you chuckled.
She give the bag that she hide from your sister for you and you hug your dad.
One night before, You lighted up the matches and put over the paper. The paper burn brightly enough to let itself fall into the box which can burn the memories of kyungsoo burn with it.You smiled as you look at the photos of three of you.Your sister,kyungsoo and you smiling brightly with both of your sister's hand rest on your shoulder.You wonder if you could smiled that bright like in the picture again . Your tears flows down the cheek again. "Soo-ah,I LOVE YOU. .. Soo mu-ch..."you said and sob. You held your tear and continue. "And I , will do everything that I could to make you happy.Even if its mean to sacrificed my love."
"I love you,kyungsoo .I r-really d-did.So be happy with-without me."You said even you paused a little bt with sobs .You finally left the picture in he burning box before you left. You felt a gush of cold wind which makes your cheek chilled.You eventually moves wipe your tears and raised your gaze to the sky. - 0:'( ----
You walked into the party of celebrating their wedding.
"Where did you go,_? She's worried about you."Kyungsoo said .
It does stop you for awhile even you already ahead front him.
However ,you keep walking as like you ignoring him.
You walked up to the stage and take a deep breath in front the guest.
*Why she is standing there? *Kyungsoo and your sister thought .
You could saw the guest make their own activities makes your you like invisible in their eyes.
Kyungsoo already prepared to dragged you down before you embarrassing yourself .
But then a handsome guy tap his wine glass with a spoon and all divert the attention to him.
He point to you who stand on the stage awkwardly.
"You gonna get-it guys!"
You smiled at him and continue your speech.
"I have scholarship from UK.And I decide to go there...continue my studies."
An awkward silences is the only response you get.
"You got it girl.Congratulation!"your only best friend shouted which make r embarrassed too.
"Congratulation!"you heard from a handsome guy who helped you before and he clap followed by the other audiences.
"Im also here to congrats the new wed couple here.Cheers to the lovely couple."You said as you raised the glass of wine and lifted to the air .
Everyone followed and collide their glass room each other group.
You try the taste of wine and your quite hate bitterness but luckily it blends with good sourness and sweetness.
You best friend face-palmed over her face.
"Oh my God! This is sure a hectic night."she said as she know your low tolerance of alcohol.
-_-_-_-_-_
You danced around like crazy luckily it was hidden in around the corner.iYour best friend let it go since she know this thing because of himYour best friend krystal head to other guy enjoying herself .
You saw kyungsoo headed to bathroom and you followed him in tipsy way.
Kyungsoo in shocked when you dragged him to deeper way.
You started danced sexy around him and grinding body to body.
Kyungsoo in daze when you do that but he manage to grab your shoulders in tipsy.
"You're too drunk!"Kyungsoo said with caring eye , ALMOST makes you fall into him.
It almost left you no choice to do this last resort .
"Why?You must fall in love with that slutty sister ,why not me?"You said.
A hard slapped your cheek.
You look at the kyungsoo expected him to be quite shock but instead he giving death glares.
"She is not slutty! You should not said that even you are drunk."He said
You only replied with a smirked .
Before he leaves you,
the word from him does ache your heart .
"Im quite regret knowing you.You're just two bit*h younger sister but then act like a innocent kid.I don't know you were like this ."
Krystal quickly comes to you and slowly strokes your cheek.
"How's my act?"
"As dramatic as Korean drama."
You were chuckled at her remark .
"You are hurting ,right?"She asked and stare deeply at your eyes.
You quickly let down your guard and cries.
You have to makes kyungsoo hate you.This is the only special way for you to easier let him go.
Afterwards ....
You sister walked in to your room and saw you pack your clothes.You smiled at your sister lightly.
"Doesn't the open day in college is two weeks away ?"
"Yes,but I need to be prepared early right?"you asked and she replied with a nod.
She helps you pack but the atmosphere quite tense.
"Im sorry."she break the silences.
"Why?"
"I don't know.I'm just feel that I need to.It feels like you leave because of me."She said and stares to your eyes find the truth in your eyes but fail.You hugged the sister lightly.
"Nothing to be sorry about.Im fine."you said as you wipe you tears behind her back.
Its quite heart breaking that you had to lie to her even you never did like that before . --
Actually their flight is same as yours.
You had to leave her,it quite pain to see them back after the honeymoon .
You greet your sister and hugging her tight because you know this may be the last you will see her.
"Be safe!"You said and cried.
"Omomomo! Yah! Its not like we gone forever!"you said as your sister wipe your back.
*Of course! Because its not you, its me who will be gone.*you thoughf.
"I cant let my sister,go."You were honest .Youre not a hypocrites...you will cry even she married with other man.You know after this marriage,its hard to see yo sister again.
You just love her so much...maybe that's why you book a flight after a few minutes after their flight.You scared you can't leave Seoul after seeing her.
Your sister push kyungsoo to you signaling him to hug you before they go.
But then,you instinctively hide behind ignore kyungsoo who prepared to hug you.
They announced their gate are opened so you quickly pushed them to gate.
They wave for the last time and you smiled half-heartless.
Then your gate also announced opened so its your gate cue to leave .
"Why you have to hide this from your sister?She must feel sad later."You mom said
"That's why I left some letter for her.Just don't ruined their honeymoon,okay?" you replied and turned to Crystal who waiting your hug.
"Turned new leave there okay? I want you bring a white man as your mates when you arrived."She said and makes you chuckled.
She give the bag that she hide from your sister for you and you hug your dad.
